GoodBye 2009..

It was a journey, with too much obstacles. We felt belong, and not belonging. We felt a whole lot of disagreements with friendships and so on. We got tighter at the end of the day. And sit through the night laughing at what we thought was forever..

This year has taught me wrong from right. Hard work, becoming a winner.. Meeting people and losing them.

Let go back to the different months that actually made a big impct in my 2009.

January. Was incredible.. Spent NYE with the most wonderful people. Chris and My cousin, Moey. It was different. I remember being next to Moey, telling him how 2008 was depressing and 2009 was gonna be something different. I remembered him saying he'll be there for me through it all.. I got a job in KFC punchbowl.. Lols.

February. Steassy joined our group, loved her and still do.. Me and Chris went into a whole new level. A great guy indeed. The one that makes you laugh, smile, annoyed, a whole package I must say. Had my first outing with the Employees, man, my second family. ♥

June. My Seventeen. The girls threw a rather "Surprising" Party for me. In the city, and as asian as my girls can be, It was in a Karaoke room. Had my closest people.. Except Chris though..

July/August. Singapore. Wasn't the best trip, but man I miss Amirah, Fizah and Bon. We've grown up, not apart.. Till next Year. um.. Me and Chris had a downfall. Still tight, the same as we were.. [: Me, Faye and Kyle had a downfall.. They started contacting each other when I left. I got angry and cut.. Maybe cause they're both my bestfriends.. And have been neglecting me. And the fact that me and Faye's in the same school, same group and basically see her everyday kills me more.

October. Hosted the Year 11 Social on a boat. Had the best night actually.. Sat outside with Chris and just talking about life in general. And I got to know this funny, gangster boy, Paolo. After months of bumping into each other, we finally cont

acting one another. Me? Still being a bitch to my bestfriend.. Cos they started having a relationship..

November. Me and Faye sorted things out, we got even tighter than anything.. I was immature, so I decide to let this immaturity of mine go.. End of the month, I met P's party people. It was.. Different. We sat down talking, Getting to know each other. Still with his bottle of Beer, smiling and laughing at his sad jokes. Getting Steassy and Benny to come over to Campbelltown, was a journey. But I'm glad they did..

December. Me and P hung out pretty much like most of the days of the week. Still taking it slow as possible.. I told him, we're better of friends, for now. Meeting his whole family.. Mum especially. Was a whole lot different level. Yes we had heaps and heaps of disagreements. But he stick through it. My mood swings, he put up with it. Still

going on into 2010..

Thanks everyone, who stayed with me all through 2009.. Thanks for making me smile, laugh, cry this year. Thanks for making memories with me. Cheers to 2010, another chance for us to make things right and learning from our mistakes.

2010 will pretty much be the most important year for me..